Ohkay, so let’s get something straight. I’m not active on here anymore, yes that’s true. But I’m not going to deactivate my account because there are a lot of things that I personally posted with my heart on here. From the times where I was so low to where I was trying to kill myself constantly, and the times where I found myself feeling so amazing that I found inner healing. I’m not this negative person anymore and I’m actually having a baby and getting married! I feel this me having this blog is essential for me so I can have a humble reminder of what I’ve been through and just how fucking strong I am to go through what I did without most of the people who claim to be my friends today. I can forgive, but I won’t forget. Suicide was something and is still something, that I take very seriously. Not just because I’ve tried, but because people I have loved, and people that I don’t even know committed suicide. So when people keep posting about things like that, just know that you can save yourself, and there are ways to get help. You just have to push yourself and want the help enough to do something. I’m proud to be where I am today. I’ve come a long way from the person who I thought was me. So no. I’m not deleting my account
